made by ruthie






Things were starting to look up for me, i was starting to feel more positive about life and finding out that i would have my own bundle of joy in february 2010 was just the best feeling. sadly it was not ment to be. just days after getting my bfp pictured below, i started to bleed (june 4th 2009).

i went to see a doctor on june 5th, and he said that i shouldnt even be having symptoms yet as i was barely pregnant. he spoke to me for all of 2 minutes and basically just said its most likely an early miscarriage. nothing we can do , it happens and most of the time we never know why. he didnt carry out any tests or examine me, in fact he seemed more concerned about getting off to his lunch break.

made for me by Leigh aka TTC a 2010 Miracle (THANK YOU!!!)


AF dates from december 2008
December 10th 2008 (71 day cycle)
February 19th 2009 (34 day cycle, Ovulation cd22)
March 25th 2009 (Ovulation 16th April?)
Af came April 28th
Ovulated CD24 22nd May
*BFP* May 31st 10dpo
second slightly darker bfp on June 1st 11dpo
3rd bfp is lighter than previous 13dpo
4th and final first response looked negative 14dpo  
started bleeding between 6.30 and 7.30pm on june 4th light pinkish brown, then went brown and a little heavier. now pink again and light (only when i wipe) not filled a pad at all, in fact barely touched it in 5-6 hrs
June 5th Doctor says most likely an early miscarriage. no tests done, no examination, nothing. just sent me on my way. so i havent had an "official" confirmed miscarriage. its unconfirmed m/c atm.

Thanks hun!

Hello love!
I'm 27 weeks today!
How are you doing?????

Hello my love!
How are you doing? I miss you tons. I'm grand to be honest, except for the fact that I'm starting to get my first stretchies!!!! I guess they were bound to rear their ugly head soon enough. I can't believe I am going into 25 weeks (on Wednesday!) I am a blink away from being in my third trimester. I have two baby showers coming up, I am getting married in a few weeks. It's flying by!!
Any news from you TTC? Or when you will get the internet again? xoxoxoxox

Yeah, I understand.

What worked for me was I used the Instead Softcups.   I highly recommend them!

Yepp it's me and I'm pregnant!   Thanks! How have you been?

hiiii whats going on honey? xcx

HI, how have you been?!

how are you doing darling?

I miss you

Hi honey whats happening with you. I have been missing our chats. I hope your well. Dont be a starnger xcx

Hi SJ.
Life has been very traumatic this past week. 2 trips to the Emergency Room and still can't hold anything- even liquids- down. Can't go back to work until I am able to but who knows when that will be. Not fun.

I won't be able to continue with the trial, you can only go through it once and I had my shot.
LOVE YA TOO.
C.

ahhhh helloooooo. how r u?????

Hmmm... can you PM me your address and I'll just pop something in the post?

yey are you back then honey??

Are you hiding from us miss. xcx