I miss you...
I miss you so bad...
I can't forget you...
Oh it's so... sad..
</3 9/5/09 </3



My name is Olivia.
I am 18 years old and I live in Conneticut.
My daughter's name is Mylah Elizabeth Lachelier and she is 16 months old.
I'm with the most amazing man in the world and his name is Pablo <3
We are currently engaged!
I just graduated high school & got my license and my car.

I was pregnant with my second but they weren't able to find a heartbeat at the hospital and I had to get a D&C done. He/she was due March 30th 2010 and I lost the sweet angel on September 5th 2009 at 10 weeks & 4 days. I was going to choose adoption.


If you want to know my situation with my daughter at this point here is the story:
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about729056.html















me & Pablo <3











addddd meeee -http://www.myspace.com/hardxcoregirl








Contests Mylah's won:
Best ultrasound pic contest- http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about337612.html















My #1st Pregnancy /w Mylah

*conceived* August 14th, 2007 (I think)
*positive HP* September 25th, 2007
*first ultrosound* October 25th 2007 (10 weeks 5 days)
*heard heart beat* October 25th, 2007
*found out she was a girl* December 21st 2007 (18 weeks 5 days)
*4d ultrasound* March 22nd 2008
*No dialation progress yet* April 24th 2008
*born* April 28th 2008
*due date* May 20th, 2008

Mylah's milestones:
birth: 7 pounds 6 ounces 20.5 inches long
5/02/08: 6 pds 12 ounces
5/03/08: 6 pds 14 ounces
5/12/08: 7 pds 10 ounces
5/28/08- 1 month old
6/10/08: 8 pds 15 ounces
7 weeks - Got her 6 week shots (ouch) & started sleeping through the night!!
6/28/08- 2 months old
10 weeks - developed more of a social smile & started laughing.
7/20/08 - I bought her first Bumbo, and she sat up right in it =]
7/23/08 - Mylah goes to ER, diagnosed with bad acid reflux.
7/24/08 - 2 months and 4 weeks old, tried cereal for the first time..
because of the acid reflux...weighs 11.9 pounds.
7/26/08- can roll over onto her side.
7/28/08- 3 months old
7/29/08- Follow up visit with pedi for acid reflux, got her 4 month shots at 3 months old, weighs 11 pounds, is 25 in long and 40cm for head circumferance.
8/2/08- can completely roll over.
8/7/08- at 3 months & 1 week tried carrots for the first time, 1/2 a jar.
grabs at things, started grabbing at the toy horse hanging from her play gym.
wants to sleep on her tummy! Possibly has started teething?
8/9/08- Tried 2 oz apple juice/ 2oz water.
8/12/08- Laughed at daddy for the first time!
8/13/08- Tried bananas for the first time.
8/21/08- Grabbing for things, definetly teething and drooling up a storm! Rolling over like crazy, tried homemade apple sauce for the first time, didnt really like it.
8/26/08- Tried peaches for the first time, learned how to laugh and got it on video!!
8/28/08- FOUR MONTHS!! time has flown!
9/1/08- grabs at feet and plays withthem, started teething and getting really cranky, makes loud loud talking noises, tried baby orajel for the first time and it helped alot!
9/21/08- Tried stage 2 foods for the first time, Chicken noodle dinner.
9/22/08- picks up things and plays with them.
10/13/08- Holds her bottle for long periods of time.
Tries to sit up by herself but slouches forward.
Is ticklish, and laughs when you make noises at her.
10/28/08- SIX MONTHS!!!
10/30/08- Six month pedi appt.
11/01/08- Tried a sippy cup.
11/28/08- SEVEN MONTHS!
12/3/08- Says Da-da and Baba.
12/21/08-CRAWLING! also says da da and sits up completely .
also has two teeth on the bottom that are going to come in soon.
12/28/08- 8 MONTHS!
1/10/09- Started pulling herself up, has two teeth on the bottom, is eating table foods and stage 3 foods. She also can easily go from crawling to sitting, and will attack me for my food when I am eating something.
1/28/09- 9 months!!!!
2/23/09- She started biting me! and she can walk along a couch or table now =]
Starting to think about planning for her first birthday O_O
2/28/09- 10 months!
3/18/09- Eats table foods regularly. Was sick & went to doctor, weighs 18 pounds.
3/28/09-11 months!
4/28/09- ONE YEAR OLD!!
5/2/09-Her first birthday party =]
7/21/09- Mommy finds out that Mylah might be a big sister

My 2nd pregnancy:
6/24/2009- approx. day of last period
7/8/2009- day of approx. fertilization at 2 wks 1 day PO
7/20/2009- Negative pregnancy test at Birthright.. scheduled me for another appt because the consular thought it might be too early to tell.

7/22/09 - Took first hpt. Was completely shocked to find out it was positive.. totally unexpected. Told my boyfriend and I cried.
7/22/09- Took another hpt.. positive..
7/23/09- Confirmed positive at Birthright
7/24/09- Sat down with the bf and had a long conversation about what we're going to do.
7/30/09- First prenatal appt. I have decided on adoption as the best thing to do, weight is 108lbs
8/6/09- First ultrasound!!! New due date March 30th 2010.. 6 wks 2 days
8/31/09- 2nd prenatal appt!
9/5/09- lost the baby. had a D&C. RIP angel baby







don't put up with it.. i did.. trust me.. it's not worth the love he isn't showing you.

Hey! Just wanted to see how you were doing.
My boyfriends Xbox has the Ring of Death, and it'll only turn on for a few minutes, 10-15 at the most, and then it'll just shut off. And we can't send it to get it repaired, and it's pissing us off. My Xbox is in storage and I haven't had time to get to it. So that's why we haven't been online in a while, or I would totally be playing some Halo with ya!
But we recently got a Wii.. His aunt helped us buy it, so I guess it's not so bad that the Xbox is broken.

Hi.
I just saw that you miscarried. I miscarried at 5 weeks, almost 6. Even tho I wasn't pregnant long... It killed me. I was so upset all the time... And to top it all of my husband was in GUAM for the Air Force. I left so alone. I know you may not what to hear this now, but it does get better... I got pregnant 5 weeks later... But, the pain of that first pregnancy is still with me because I think Wow, I'd already know what I'm having and I'd be half way there.... But, I'm only 17 weeks and 4 days. I do believe everything happens for a reason... My friend who can't have kids and miscarried 6 times told me that there should have been something wrong with the baby and God wouldn't want to bring that baby into the world with something wrong with it.... At the time I didn't care what she said... I just wanted my baby... Still to this day being pregnant... I want that baby sometimes. If you ever want someone to talk to!! I'm totally here for you!

I guess because I've been around, and know things are *not* black and white...it's very easy for me to sympathize with people who go through difficult times...fact is...1 in 5 pregnancies end in miscarriage, and people are so quick to point the finger saying that you "asked for it"....I'm so sorry that you had to see all of that.

crying really does wonders! If nothing it helps you fall asleep. I found it really hard to talk to people that have never gone through it(esp. family members.) There were many times I wanted to jack someone in the face for telling me I could "try again." But then again they have no idea how to comfort someone in a time like this... I'm here if you ever want to talk or vent!!

Hey, I just wanted to say thanks for commenting, it means alot to me that someone actually took the time to read what I posted and then send me a comment. I'm sorry for your loss as well, and with time it gets easier but it's not something you'll ever get over. Anyway, right now I'm currently sharing an xbox gamertag with my boyfriend, it's mgamblin333 hopefully when we get our apartment I'll get my own gamertag and he won't be all confused, haha.

I wanted to stop by and give you lots of hugs. I wish you the best in this situation.

you did not cause this to happen... I did a lot of bad things too when I was pregnant with Elliot who I gave up... I used to cry that I wanted my baby to miscarry... but I didn’t happen... I'm glade now that all those feeling left an he was born healthy and alive... but I wished for it to end, I smoked I drank I didn’t eat healthy... some days I didn't eat at all... your baby passed away b/c of something unseen and you may never know why,you are not alone an you shouldn't blame yourselfOlivia...

oh Olivia... hunny I'm so sorry...

I never thought it would happen to me ether... I've had 2 healthy babies after mine, just so you know…

your in pain now mama… your going to be okay… you were doing such an amazingly selfless thing with your baby

an we aren’t meant to know why this happens, it helps me to know I got a chance to hold their life inside me, even though it was so short…

ahhhh i didnt know you were pregnant, i saw your post about the which could be the babydaddy and your werent pregnant then lol.. congrats girl! how do you feel?!

Oh okay not that far at all.

it was february 19th  

Haha! Awesome. And thank you so much! *hugs*

Thanks! He's a sweetie pie.  


And she's not blind, just plain stupid.

F**k that B***h.  

Your daughter is adorable!!

hey mama thank alot for ur messages.. ur babygirl is soo beautiful well i waas reading ur profile and u said u dont know if ur keeping ur baby or putting it for adoption..mama PLZ dont do that keep ur baby i hear that from peope and it breaks my heart i even had a tear when i read that.. its hard to give a baby up.. keep it mama well i cant tell u what to do its ur body and of course ur baby u know..but ya i would keep it..