Andrea ,
Its the first time in our friendship that I dont have words for you I wish I could say something to help you but I cant . Please let me know if there is anything I can do !
I am doing fine .. Compared to you I am living the life
I know I am just a random person on here that you don't know. But I just saw parts of your last topic, and I just want to say that nothing in this world is worth taking your own life. You have 4 children that need you and I know that life gets you down and sometimes it's hard to handle, but think about all that you would be missing if you ended your life today. That's 4 graduations, 4 weddings, and many grandchildren that you wouldn't be able to see. Everyone is going to have their opinions and sometimes it's not easy to swallow, but your family is all that matters and when you feel like life isn't worth it then think about your family. They would miss you terribly.
I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in United States