Hi, I am Maalie, from Quebec city in Canada... Yes, I am bilingual, and 27 years old.

I have 2 angel babies, I got my first one at 18 years old and I was too weak, too sick to keep it, and my thyroid gland was acting off, so I was forced to stop the pregnancy.

The second time happened a few years later, and while I was a little stronger, I was in depression, and my thyroid was still not very stable, it wasn't a wise choice to keep it. I was forced there again, but it wasnt easy because at 5 weeks or so I got to hear its heart, and see it very clearly.

Today, I'm trying to be strong, for myself, and the futur children I want to have. I miss you both, my angels, and I wish you had been here, but I'm still keeping you both in my heart.

I live with my boyfriend for over 7 years now, and we are a very happy couple. We want children, more than one. We're just waiting for him to find a more stable job, and then we'll be TTC!