Rest In Peace Mariah-ConstanceFaithAnne Townsend






**UPDATE: OCT. 28.2009-

Hello BG Mama's. I feel so terrible that I can not respond to you; and thank you for your condolences. I greatly appreciate all of them! As of last month Isigned up fora procedure called Reverse tubal ligation- which costed me a rough 15, 000 estimated. But it was worth it. After Mariah past away, it hurt me dearly, and though my baby girl is gone, she will forever be in my heart. I decided to have another baby! Yes, Yes, I know you may wonder why, but I also want you to know that I am ENGAGED! And I am actaully for the first time happy! So wish me luck ladies! Oh and btw I graduated, and I am off to starting work in December!




*Sorry that I can not reply to all the comments you guys have sent me, but I would like to say thank you. I swear, when my daughter died I felt as if my world was over. I cried just at the thought of my baby being gone. She was my first born. I went through so much just to keep her by my side. And even though she is gone, she will forever be in my presence, in my mind, and in my spirit. BG has helped me deal with her death a great ammount, and I thank you all for that.

My daughter suffered from SCD, and she was also born with Diabetes. Often, Mariah would have mini strokes, she never had a huge one. Untill July 3rd. She was rushed to the hospital, and was doing ok. On July 5th Mariah had a seizure, which was unknown why, and swollowed her tongue. Thats how she died. So hopefully that answers all of your questions, and thank you again for your support.

Before I say anything, I am a PT whore=]
IPT everyone!
Now the intro:
To all of those who I have not PT'ed My name is Leniyah Bella Mae and Im 25 years old. I am currently in school at FSU, and I was full time mommy to my 3 year old daughter Mariah Constance, but sadly she passed away. I also have a newborn, and her name isNy'Asia Monee'.They are my world! I wouldnt want anything other, than to be a mommy! Im very mature to be 21. I mean I have a good head on my shoulders. Im non judgemental, although i do speak my mind. I have no problem with teen mothers or teen mothers TTC because at the end of the day every child is a miracle. I am a thoughful, yet conservative person. I dont drink nor smoke. [eww siggys are gross], yet I do not have a problem with ppl who do smoke, I am a laid back kind ofwoman and I respect almost everyone I come about meeting. The only way you can really piss me off is if you try to harm my children. I mean when it comes to my pride & joys, things get personal. Sorry but Im willing to put my life on the line for my babies=]
Dont tell me how to raise my kids! That is so annoying! I am a great mother, with great values with great kids. Keep yours to your self!
I am a BGDM because I Lo0ove to debate. Lol. Besides contest, my TR are full of D&D=] Go BGMD!




I am a very independent woman, I strive to take care of my children, and that is my true job that I love so very much. I live in Springlake NC, and I like to travel alot. I am very creative, and I dye my hair almost 6 times a month. I am very courteous, openminded, and very caring. I plan to work in the CBI, and start and run my own business, but this is something that I must consider. =[


I am, indeed BiSexual. I beleive Love has no identity. Although I am very cautious about my relationship with girlfriend Marshell, I try not to bring any influence around my children.I want my children to grow up and Love the World, even our enemies. Even though that will be hard on my kids, its a lesson yet we all have to learn. [Christians?] And No! I am not saying, for them to grow up to be gay, or bi. I just want their life to be whatever they make of it. You can only teach your child so much but the important thing that matters is what they learn and make out of it.
My Family is full of Mixed Babies!!
My mother is white and my father is black.
My two daughters are also biracial. Mariah is White/Black and Jamaician and Ny'Asia is White/Black and PuertoRican. Again, Love has no identity<3




Rest In Peace
May 26, 2006- July 5, 2009

Yess, my bby. Mariah Constance. Ohh wow. Where do i begin with her? Lol, this one is my problem child! She is now 3 years old and was born May 26, 2006. Humm. She has a very outspoken, yet shy personality. She is a bully. [ughh i have to admit!] and she is very sneaky! Mariah brings so much joy to my heart because she's a one of a kind. Shes not into the whole dress me up thing, and she'd rather have on a pair of ripped jeans and a tshirt than a skirt. Shes quite tall for a 3 year old, but very skinny. She tends to be the odd one out in the group, not because others make her feel that way, but because she likes to seperate herself from most of the kids. She is very idenpendent. She learned to walk, ALL BY HERSELF! No walker, no nothing! At the tender age of 11 months! Well Potty-Trained at the age of 15 months.[ALOT OF TRAINING!!!]Talking full sentences at the age of 19 months. Yess, my sweetpea has came along way! And I love her so very much!!!




Aweee. My newborn! Ny'Asia Monee'. Quite unplanned. But yet a miracle. Ny'Asia is still young, but she has a blooming personality. She is very quiet, and rarely cries. She loves to be held, and smootherd with kisses. She was born May 28, 2009, 2 days after my oldest daughters birthday and a month before my birthday. Need I remind you we are all spring babies;] Ny'Asia seems to have the personality ofa adventerous yet cautious little girl. Her eyes will lerk and lerk, even in the dark, but when things get too scary she begins to cry. Lol. I got my tubes tied after this little mama, so she is indeed my youngest! I love her with all of my heart!

And yess I do have another profile: (
i lost the password!
http://members.baby-gaga.com/member605899
so, here is another one!

I was reading your profile and i admire your strength. I could only imagine how you feel. Congrats on your engagement and goodluck with ttc,i sure hope you do.

I read your profile and just wanted to let you know my heart goes out to you! No parent should ever have to experience losing a child, especially at such a young age!

Love your page and everything you had to say!! I'm very sorry about your baby girl!! She was a beauty! I send many ((HUGS)) to you and your family!! I hope that everything is going well with you!! God Bless!!  

i love your profile. God bless your family, its not easy getting over your own child passing away, my mom experinced it as well so i know how hard it can be. i am alsoa lesbian and think its great that your teaching your kids to love everyone as they are, the world is changing fast and its alot easier if you can accept people for who they are. i wish you the best in everything you do!!

I read ur story and it seems like ur a very strong women i will be praying for u girl keep ur head up May God bless u =)

Hi, saw you were in Spring Lake...I live you in Stedman, I am still fairly new to BG...I am also very sorry to hear about your daughter.

You have my deepest sympathy Stay strong your youngest daughter needs you. I have a cousin whose daughter was born wit trisomy 18 which means she wont make it at birth which she did and the doctors say she wont make it to the age 1.I feel god has control over this so be strong your one of the black strong women we need in this world. Hit me whenever you need to talk...

i read yur profile and i cried stay strong mamas now yu have a angel that will help guide yu through all yur struggles much love and prayers out to yu and yur family

Oh my God!  ( I wanna cry hearing about ur story! Ill pray for u and ur family!

im so sorry. god bless your family. your all in my thoughts and prayers

I have been seeing your profile as a featured member and decided today to look at your profile your kids are beautiful and I'm sorry for your loss and she is a beautiful angel.

Im sorry for your loss sweetie, may she rest in peace for eternity.
Gorgeous  

I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS!!
YOU HAVE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN!
I READ THROUGH YOUR PAGE AND I LOVE EVERYTHING U WROTE!
I WISH YOU WELL IN LIFE AND DON'T EVER LET ANYONETELL U HOW TO RAISE YOUR KIDS! BECAUSE FROM WHAT I READ YOU RE A WONDERFUL MOM!!

i was scanning through profiles and i saw yours and i wanted to say i am very sorry for your loss. i know that is a hard thing to grasp. i also seen you stay in spring lake, i was in cameron (harnett county) now i am in sanford so if you ever need to talk i am close by and be happy to lend my support and listen. god bless you momma.

ok, i just wana say i respect you so much just from reading you profile i think your amazing. your honest and out look on life, at a young age like myself, is rare to come by and im truly blown away. leep your head up girl..i don't have internet i do everything from my phone including tryin to PT you but don't know if it worked...?