My big two year old!
I'm making a comeback to BG, I've been so bored out of my mind lately that I decided to poke around here and see what's up. I'm happy to find that there's still the same amount of healthy drama around that there used to be. And alot of people are still around that I was expecting with! WOO! haha.

I'm Shanna, I'm 22. I have one child, one angel baby, and two stepkids.

I was married while pregnant with my daughter, we seperated before she was a year old, and I filed for divorce a couple months after that. He took off to Idaho with (whom I thought was) my best friend 3 day befpre Mei's 1st birthday, never sent me a check for child support, or called to check on her, nothing. The divorce was final on oct 17th 2008.

On Dec.10 2008 I met the man of my dreams..he literally tripped over me at work, and we got married April 1st of this year. We're going strong! We never fight, we don't argue, we see eye to eye on most things except censorship..me believing kids should be censored in what they watch/listen to/say, he believing just the opposite. We were both raised very differently. However, I could not ask for a better man to give me love or the support I need.

NOW...Mele was born June 20th 2007. I was induced, labor was 6 1/2 hours long, I pushed for 45 minutes. I tore naturally, I didn't have an epidural, and I think they're overrated considering everyone in my family that ever had one ended up either 1. getting a c section, or 2. having a 36 hour labor. I wanted it painful and quick. I got it.

I don't like catty bitches, chicks that use a cop out of abortions to fix their whorish problems of spreading their legs and not taking responsibility for their own actions, and people who say they're your friends and then stab you in the back two seconds later.

I won't condemn you, because let he who is without sin cast the first stone. But I won't condone you either.

I smoke, I drink. not in excess. You got a problem with that then back off.

My daughter is a happy healthy adjusted child who loves unconditionally, sings off key, dances like a mad woman, and screams like a shrieking banshee when put down for a nap.
I have two step kids who are 8 and 11, both girls, both drive me crazy, and I love them anyway. (maybe.)

My husband Jason and I have talked about having a baby together, but as far as hes concerned he wants to adopt my daughter so she can have his last name, and for him he thinks of her as ours already. For me, I want his baby. I want us to have a child in common, and I've had baby fever for a year now. We're just waiting on the stupid economy and for me to find a job (been looking for 9 months now).

This is horrible, but I keep wishing we'd have a slip up and get PG...I'd never do it on purpose to him tho, he's supporting all of us on a crappy income as it is, yet we always have enough, and I'm thankful.

I'm a Christian. I go to church...I try not to point fingers too often having been guilty of my own sins in the past.

If you wanna be my friend PM me or PT me.

Peace.

Does angel baby = miscarriage???