Having great family and friends makes for a FABULOUS life!!

But one thing I can say without any doubt. ..is the most important parts of my life keep me sane. My daughter, Maddee, is my heart. She keeps me smiling soooo big....I can have the crappiest day n she can change my demeanor in a sec. Then there is my husband....been married 6 yrs. Its soooo hard to believe I have been w/ him almost 8. For soooo many years..n especially now he is an inspiration of who n what I aspire to be. His respect for me, devotion, his heart, n his ethics. The only man id share my life w/ n my babies w/. Speaking of which we are going to be adding to out lil family the end of May! We are so excited to share our love with another being. This year and next brings new journeys that we cannot wait to go on. The blessings roll in and we are filled with absolute joy after probably one of the hardest years of our lives. My friends keep me young and alive...and remind me that we are only as old and boring as we choose to be. Samantha, a true n loyal friend..whose been there the longest. Jean, my baby seester, who holds my heart..along with her family! Beebs, my rowdy-ass baby mama. Ashley, who keeps me young, n i can tell anything n everything to. Stephers, though we never see each other, we are just as close as day one, and Tiffany who has shown me what its like to have a true friendship! These girls allow me to be myself...which is sometimes too weird for most to handle. but im just so happy that after all these years i can count on them to be there when i need them! I am truly blessed and thats all there is to it. It sux growing up...b/c ur heart breaks a million times over. I just wanna live with no more regrets or excuses. I want to settle for no less than I believe I deserve. N I wanna lay my head down every night knowing. ..I was a hard worker, an inspirational mother, an emotional lover, but a true server of God!