I'm currently waiting to experience my first miscarriage with my first child. I'm so sad, I just can't believe this. I had thoughts of miscarrying since the day I found out I was pregnant, it has been something that stayed heavily on my mind, and just like that, my thoughts are confirmed. I just hope its a short and not to painful one...

February 8,2012
After a couple of days of anticipating a miscarriage it has happened. I'm sad but I'm glad it's over. I wanted to prove the doctor wrong, that I wouldn't, and that I would be one of those miraculous miracles stories and defy all odds, but sometimes it just doesn't work like that.I've come to accept it even though I don't understand it. I plan on trying to conceive again, but no time soon. I took this as a sign that I wasn't ready and that I need to get things more straighten out in my life, although I knew I would be a great mom ! Sometimes things make sense even if you cant make any sense out of it. God knows best ! And I believe he did this for a reason. I tried so long to conceive and for the longest I couldn't ..I was becoming more and more frustrated when my cycle came around every month..It really pissed me off lol..but finally it happened ! And I pray and hope that it will happen again when the time is right and I pray and hope that I won't have to go through the pain I endured this time..

Good luck and Blessings to everyone ...