Unless you've lived my life, Don't Judge Me - Because You Don't Know, Never Have & Never Will Know Every Single Detail About Me!!!!

Robert McHugh 20/08/03.
Never More Than a Thought Away, Loved and Remembered Every Day x

Do you know how hard it is to hold a baby who does not cry?
Do you know how hard it is to tell that baby "Goodbye"?
Do you know how hard it is to look at an empty bed?
Knowing you child should be there resting his sleepy head.
Do you know how hard it is feeling your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you, you'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache knowing he's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is to hear that's it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness when your child is born still?

Robert McHugh - 20th August 2003 xxxxxxxxxxx

Don't let them say I wasn't born,
That something stopped my heart

I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.

Although my body you can't hold
It doesn't mean I'm gone

This world was worthy, not of me
God chose that I move on.


I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face

You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.

You'll hear that it was meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes

But that wont soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.

I'm watching over all you do,
Another child you'll bear

Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,

Stroke my face and kiss my lips
And then you'll understand.

Although I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes

That doesn't mean I never was,
An Angel never dies.

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If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there xxx