alllast visit: 30th Augmember since: May 5th 2012about me:
My name is KaraLea' & I am going to be a First time Mommy & I am Sooo Ecstatic!! I'm 23 years old!! The father of my Unborn child is A piece of CRAP, He abandoned me 2 day before I found out for SURE that I am/Was Pregnant & went back up north to Flint, Michigan where he is originally from So he left me here, Pregnant, Scared, & feeling like a complete Idiot because before he moved back up north He NO LIE TREATED ME LIKE FRICKIN' PRINCESS, A QUEEN, A GODDESS, ect. I thought he was the love of my life, I loved and still do love him with ALL of my heart & love/loved him more than ANY GUY I HAVE EVER LOVED BEFORE He always treated me sooo damn good and I treated him Like he was the greatest man in the world I did EVERYTHING FOR HIM and he usually did for me too!! I've NEVER EVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE THE One I WAS IN WITH JAMES and I LOVED THAT FEELING IT WAS THE BEST FEELING I had ever felt other than now being Pregnant with my first PRECIOUS LIL PEANUT!!BUT PRETTY MUCH WITH IN 2-3 WEEKS OF HIM MOVING BACK UP NORTH AND FINDING OUT I AM PREGNANT with his Child ALL of that changed REALLY FAST IDK WHAT HAPPENED, IDK IF SOMEONE LIKE HIS GARBAGE ASS DAD Brainwashed him or something like that but he changed Sooo Much and I found out from his 20year old sister(who has 2 adorable little boys) Whom I am still friends with and I talk to her, but I found out from her that James told her he wasn't planning on moving back down here and that he "still loves me, BUT he doesn't know for sure if the baby is his" Well THAT'S FUCKING BULL SHIT BECAUSE HE KNOWS DAMN WELL IT IS HIS BABY AND I AM 100% POSITIVE THAT HE IS THE FATHER BECAUSE WE WERE ALWAAAAYS TOGETHER UNLESS HE HAD TO WORK SO FOR 6 MONTHS STRAIGHT WE WERE TOGETHER ALL THE DAMN TIME WE LIVED TOGETHER FUUCK!! Also I do not cheat, have never cheated, & will NEVER cheat!! Pamela(his sister) ALSO told me that He JUST STARTED DATING THIS NASTY HOE/WHORE(PAM'S WORDS NOT MINE BUT I AM MOST POSITIVE THAT SHE IS A SKANKY ASS WHORE!! So now he won't even call or text or answer when I call or text him just to see how the baby is growing & stuff like that!! ;-( It's CRAZY HOW SOMEONE CAN CHANGE INTO SOMETHING TOTALLY & COMPLETELY OPPOSITE OF WHAT THEY WERE OR what you thought they Were into and EVIL HEARTLESS PIECE OF SH*T!! Ok Ok I am done ranting about My deadbeat Ex/father of my PRECIOUS unborn BABY!!
The good thing though is I have the BEST family & The WORLDS GREATEST BEST FRIEND & One of the BEST Mother's I know!! Also I know if I didn't have them IDK where I'd be or how I would make it by myself without them!! I am TRULY BLESSED!! :-D
I am on this site to learn Everything I can about my Growing Baby, myself & what changes My baby, Me & My body are going Threw!! I am also on here To get Good advice from Other women who are first, second, third Ect. Time MOTHER!! ALL AND ANY INFORMATION, COMMENTS Ect. From any and all mothers on here will be GREATLY APPRECIATED & I am here as well if anyone like first time mother like me need to talk or whatever Just write me and I will Get back to you!!