I have 2 kiddies that are amazing! Wouldn't change them for the world. My partner chris has 2 older children too, that I don't really see anymore but are in my heart and thoughts everyday and I love them dearly. I always will, would love to be in their lives loads more than I am but that's the way it is. I will always be here if they need me. I love all 4 children and got an amazing partner chris.