dont worry about it.. i have a 3 year old boy and 5 months pregnant with my second... i was exactly the same as you very anxious and just didnt want to hear peoples storys.. im an absolute wimp cry having my blood taken so the thought of labour terrified me n everyone was dreading me giving birth saying i was mard n wasnt going to cope i was in labour for exactly 24 hours and alls i had was abit of gas n air in the beginning i hated so decided to go the full abour with no pain relief n thats exactly what i did and was very proud of myself... dont listen to anyone else you wait till its your time everyones experiences are different you will do what you have to do.... ive got to have a section this time though n im more scared about that lol xx