alllast visit: 3 days agomember since: May 30th 2012about me:
It is going to be hard to explain this but my fiance was murdered two weeks before we were to be married, I didn't know I was pregnant until just as I was leaving the hospital they told me my blood tests came back as "pregnant" I have had two previous miscarriages, and they were around five weeks, I am now ten weeks strong, and I am praying for the full term. I want this baby more than anything, I want a piece of my late fiance, I love him and I know he would have wanted baby just as much as I do. We talked about having children so it wasn't unwanted but he wanted a girl so I would like that for him, but I would be blessed to have a little boy just like him. It's been hard its only been a month and nine days since he has been gone, but I know he is my angel and baby's angel looking out for us. Let this be God's will.