Hi, my name is Jen and my boyfriend Andrew and I have decided it was time to start a family. I'm 33 and he's 39. We're not getting any younger...LOL This will be our first baby , and I'm super excited!! I've wanted to be a mom for as long as I can remember. But every time I think I might be pg and take a hpt and it's a BFN it breaks my heart. I'm at the point were I'm too afraid to test...but here's hoping that AF stays away and I finally get my BFP!!