Hello all, I'm 22 and scared shitless. I'm a mother of one and just found out (literally) that I am expecting a 2nd. I have lupus, and I'm currently looking for a new job because I cannot return to my job w/o a medical note (which my doc isn't coughing up). So I'm basically failing at life right now. I want to become a substance abuse counselor so that I can help people, I have an upcoming internship for that and I cannot wait =). Anyhoo, I'd love someone that I could chat with on here because I feel like I'm having a nervous breakdown...*sigh*