i am a single mom to a beautiful 2 year old boy whos name is Andrew and a 8 month old baby boy whos name is Carter who i love more than life. I have been through alot in my life especially since my first son has been born. I suffered from ppd really bad right after i had carter and i still have anxiety attacks here and there but it has gotten alot better. I am a very non judgemental person. I know how it feels to be judged. Of course i have my opinions on things but so does everyone else. Both my boys were formula fed due to being on meds for my seizure disorder and not being able to breastfeed them but i would have loved to.






Andrew was born February 27th 2011 7 pounds 11 ounces. i was in early labor with him for 3 days. my contractions were 8 mins apart and wouldnt get any closer. finally at midnight on the 27th they decided to get 5 mins apart. i went to the hospital and had him at 10:56am. everything went very smoothly i got the epidural and it worked great i had no complications with him at all. andrew is circumsized and has all his shots. I started feeding him solids at 3 months old he had really bad acid reflux though and hes also allergic to milk . he was the easiest baby ever i enjoyed ever min being with him.

carter was born september 2nd 2012 8 pounds 14 ounces. he has been my trouble baby right from the start. i had to be induced with him because my cervix was above him and wouldnt dilate on its own. my epidural didnt work at all with him so i had him completely natural. He came out upside down with the cord wrapped around his neck and his head. he was barely breathing and came out so blue.
his whole face was bruised from being pushed up against my pelvis. his sugar kept dropping and he would barely eat the first 2 days of his life.he finally started eating and 3 days later we got to go home. he had colic really bad from 3 weeks until he was 3 months old. carter is not circumsized but does have all his shots. hes also a very uncontent baby but is very happy. i had ppd really bad with him but i finally got some help and its getting better.