My Actual due date ticker....








When I'm going to Have baby #3 (scheduled csection)




My name is Deziray and I'm currently pregnant with my 3rd child. I have 2 boys, Julian and Jr.,and I'm pregnant with yet another boy lol, I'm getting my tubes tied after this one, so no hope for a girl...   . I also have 3 AMAZING step children.... 1 girl and 2 boys, Riley, Gabe, and Chandler. Also, My fiancee, James, is seriously my other half, I don't know what I would do without him.
I've been through alot in my life and I have alot of advice to give, but I also have alot of questions. I can be very random.... so be warned! I am also a very blunt person and I don't hold back my feelings when I know I'm right. I was always taught to say what I feel and trust me I will.
I'm pro-life when it comes to myself.... In other words..... If I were raped I would not abort my child. But I am pro-choice(to an extent, I don't beleive abortion is a form of birth control)for other women..... Some people could not look in the face of their rapist everyday.... I could.... I'm not a really religious person, but I do beleive that life won't throw you things you can't handle.
I was a teen mother once..... I was 15 when I had my oldest son. So I have alot of compassion when it comes to teens that want to change their lives for their child. But I have NO compassion for those teens that think it is ok to still act like a child.... Come on girls... you wanted to act grownup when you opened your legs, why can't you act grownup now???
I'm also a formula feeding Mom, I have my issues with breastfeeding....
I can't stand ignorant people. End of story.
OK I think I'm done!
Anyways, if you have any questions, just PM me!












ABOUT THIS PREGNANCY:

November 29, 2008: BFP!!!! also some spotting...
December 3-5, 2008: light pink spotting
December 26, 2008: started to feel really bloated
January 2, 2009: some light cramping
February 9, 2009: first appointment, FINALLY! got to hear the heartbeat!  
February 10, 2009: Felt a small "thump" underneath my c-section scar. I know it was undoubtedly the baby!
March 9, 2009: Big ultrasound appointment! getting the 3D/4D as well!

yeah my family has been so supportive about this pregnancy..i was shocked