I know just how you are feeling. My husband and I tried for this baby for over a year. I went six months without a period and I had to take medication to get my cycle back and then to ovulate. We did one round and it didn't work. The second round they said didn't look promising so I was really down. I started to feel some of the symptoms but I too had taken so many tests in the past that were negative that I was scared for the disappointment. However when I was two or three days late for my period I took a test knowing it was going to be negative and it was positive. We are 9 weeks now. So just keep your head up. Take a test and try not to get to discouraged if it is negative. I know that is easier said then done, but the less stress you are feeling the better your chances. Let me know if you need to talk and let me know how the test turns out. Good luck and I wish the best for you.