I am due with my first child on July 4th. (It's a GIRL)I am very excited about having the baby but it will also be bitter sweet. My husband was killed in a takner truck on November 15th 2007. He chose to hit the wall so that he would not kill anyone. Unfortunely he lost his life. I miss him so much he is my soulmate, lover and my best friend. I am trying to be strong for our child and I will make sure I tell our son/daughter everyday that Matt was a hero and what an amazing man he is.