made by ruthie






Things were starting to look up for me, i was starting to feel more positive about life and finding out that i would have my own bundle of joy in february 2010 was just the best feeling. sadly it was not ment to be. just days after getting my bfp pictured below, i started to bleed (june 4th 2009).

i went to see a doctor on june 5th, and he said that i shouldnt even be having symptoms yet as i was barely pregnant. he spoke to me for all of 2 minutes and basically just said its most likely an early miscarriage. nothing we can do , it happens and most of the time we never know why. he didnt carry out any tests or examine me, in fact he seemed more concerned about getting off to his lunch break.

made for me by Leigh aka TTC a 2010 Miracle (THANK YOU!!!)


AF dates from december 2008
December 10th 2008 (71 day cycle)
February 19th 2009 (34 day cycle, Ovulation cd22)
March 25th 2009 (Ovulation 16th April?)
Af came April 28th
Ovulated CD24 22nd May
*BFP* May 31st 10dpo
second slightly darker bfp on June 1st 11dpo
3rd bfp is lighter than previous 13dpo
4th and final first response looked negative 14dpo  
started bleeding between 6.30 and 7.30pm on june 4th light pinkish brown, then went brown and a little heavier. now pink again and light (only when i wipe) not filled a pad at all, in fact barely touched it in 5-6 hrs
June 5th Doctor says most likely an early miscarriage. no tests done, no examination, nothing. just sent me on my way. so i havent had an "official" confirmed miscarriage. its unconfirmed m/c atm.

Thanks hun!