I went into labor on i honestly dont know what day it started but I had my son on June 30, 2008 at 5:17PM. He wighed 7lbs and 3oz and was 20inches long. Im so happy to finnaly have him out of me and trust me ALL the pain was worth it for that lil boy!!! There is no way to explain it, all those months of torture and you pray for the day when you can finally see your baby and hold them in your arms and you think it's going to be great but it's a lot better of a feeling than I knew it could be, I just never wanted to let go!!! And I haven't...

This is the love of my life, my blessing and my son..... Wow he started out looking like his mommy, lord what happened, lol... I'm so happy to announce this... My son is here!!! Wow that felt good lol even though I don't know who takes the time to read these but oh well I'm taking my time, and I love reading these!
You know everything happens for a reason and this part of my life i am overwhelmed by! Its being a great experience! I am still in love with his dad, even though he probably doesn't feel the same!
My son is myworld and that will never change, he probably won't like me calling him little baby names when he has a girlfriend but I guess you can say it will be a test for me, if I can embarras my son to death and tell his girl all the things he's done to get in trouble and she stays stong for him and don't give up, I know somebody can love him like I do...
My son...wow there is so much i could say about him but the basic hes my world and completes me is really what somes it up! He's being an angel for me and it probably will get worse as time goes by, but I promise to give him a better life than what his dad and I chose to live..... That's one thing I will live up to that nobody else can take from me, it's a great feeling and I won't let what other people think bring me down..
Some people on here have told me that it's probably my fault that I'm not with my sons father, but its not... My son's dad's name is Ines and Ines' mom doesn't approve of our son, because she got pregnant a few days around the same time I did and she thinks that we should've waited until her baby was older, we tried to explain things to her and she didn't like the things we were saying, also don't put2 pregnant woman that don't like eachother in the same room, but she got so mad that day she told us we were never to see eachother again... I sat on her couch and poured my eyes out... Then I stood up and asked her, do you think that I'm lyin or do you think that this baby isn't Ines'? all she said was "No, I don't think you're lying and I do think the baby is his, but I don't think it's his responsibility... Theres nothing else left to be said, please send pictures and after your good-byes please leave" I searched for words to say but nothing came out, so I hugged Ines and told him I loved him and that I wouldn't change my number in case he wanted to call... he kissed my stomach and I left. After I got out the door it took me a couple minutes to catch my breath and I walked away and I've never been back...
I went to his dad's house one because Ines wanted me to go with him to tell his dad, we got there told his dad and they've supported us through it all, they come see him and take him to their hous sometimes so I can have a break... I've sent pictures of the baby to his mom and I get nothing back, so I know they gotten them... It's hard but oh well... it's her choice and I'm not going to disrespect it... Ines did make it to the labor he was at his dad's house and his dad's whole side of the family came... Ines cried and left when we did... since that I've gotten about a 2 minute call a week... it's okay though I can do it by myself... So your probably thinking that I've over done the pictures! HA not! no mom can have enough pictures of their pride and joy! I love this lil man more than life it's self! I am going to keep adding pictures til I forget my password haha! 

9/26/08
LOOK at how big I'm getting Mommy!
He's getting so big!! I miss them days where he needed me for everything haha!

it was good!!
i got c-section!!