I am 22 anda mother of two Wounderful Boys.... My oldest Boy Stewie is 2 and my other lil Boy Joseph was born on Dec 9, 2009. I love these boys with all me heart. Both my boys have different fathers. My youngest ones father is not in his life and Im not sure he wants to be. The oldest ones Dad is here for both of them and that is fine by me. Well anything else you all want to know Just ask me. thanks.  

Before I was a mom...
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a mom...
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my minds and thoughts.
I slept all night...

Before I was a mom...
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do test or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a mom...
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a mom.

Before I was a mom...
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a mom...
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartahce, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a mom.