My name is Bianca and I'm 19. My baby's father is Brandon and he's also 19. We're engaged, and he wants to get married like.. NOW. And I want to wait until after I finish college. I love him, but marrying him might screw up the amount of financial aid I get.

I'm a biology major.
I don't really know what I want to do, but now I think it's veterinary science. But I change my mind every other day.

I don't judge and I don't make assumptions about people I don't know. And I don't usually like people who do. I usually don't speak up unless I feel I have something to say, so I'm more of a lurker on BG than a poster. I was sure that this website was created for support and for mature discussions, but since it's full of really hormonal women, it seems like everything is heading to The Drama Corner. Theres alot of pack animal behavior on here. Like a young girl will make a sort of stupid post and everyone will jump on her, assume things about her, twist her words and eventually call her a facker. And the end result is that she'll leave BG and have NO ONE to turn to. Alot of young girls join BG because there isn't anyone to talk to, and they get chased away.

Edit:
Because I'm lame and I can't find the installation disk thingie for my scanner, the only ultrasound picture I have so far is a picture that I took of the print-out with my friend's camera phone and emailed to myself..


But there it is. (Mwuhhaahaaa! It's alive! I can finally start buying baby stuff!)
I'll get a better picture soon.


I keep seeing this survey, so I decided to fill it out.

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?: Bianca
Age?: 19
Height?: 5'6"
About The Father
Name?: Brandon
Age?: 19
Height?: He thinks he's 6' but he's not. He's 5'10.
Are you still together?: Yep. 3rd summer together so far.
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?: No. I miscarried in March. Well technically I miscarried in Feb. but didn't find out until March because Fetus was just sitting inside, rotting away.
When did you find out you were pregnant?: I assumed I was pregnant the day I missed my period. But I didn't go to the Dr until 10 weeks.
Was it planned?: It was a surprise. We used a condom and as far as I know, it didn't break. But then again, I don't really examine the condoms after sex. Maybe it did, and Brandon just didn't say anything. Oh well.
What was your first reaction?: 'Hm. Pregnant again. Wonder if it will live?'
Who was with you when you found out?: My mom was in the waiting room.
Who was the first person you told?:I told Brandon the day I missed my period that I might be. But after I had it confirmed the first person I told was my mom.
How did your parents react?: My mom was accepting. And she's really excited and keeps texting me baby names and giving me baby clothes. All girl stuff. And I don't even know the sex yet. She's more excited than I am. My father is dead, but he's probably rolling in his grave. My step-father doesn't know.
How far along are you?: 18 weeks.
What was your first symptom?: Dizzyness.
What is your due date?: Feb. 1st.
Do you know the sex of the baby?: Argh! Not yet, and everyone else does and it's not fair!
Have you picked out names?: Picked out a girl name. Undecided on boy. We're hoping for a girl, so we haven't even thought of boy stuff..
If so, what are they?: I'm not telling until I find out the sex.
How much weight have you gained?: As of yesterday, 3.5 lbs. Still not really showing, I look like I had a huge lunch though.
Do you have stretch marks?: Nope.
Have you felt the baby move?: Totally skipped the 'fluttery' stage and now I feel the baby bumping around my uterus, but only when I'm sitting straight up.
Have you heard the heartbeat?: First it was 178, then 150.
About the birth Home or hospital birth?: Hospital. If I had it at home, my dog would eat it.
Natural or medicated birth?: Medicated, unless the baby shoots out of my vagina so fast I don't have time for medication.
Who will be in the delivery room with you?: Brandon and my mom. Brandon to hold my hand, my mom to coach me through it.
Will you breastfeed?: Hopefully. But if not, I have nothing against formula. Breastfeeding is just healthier (and also helps with the weight loss..)
Do you think you'll need a c-section?: Doubt it.
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: Nope.
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?: 'Ew, you're covered in blood and stuff.'
Would you let someone videotape the birth?: Hahahaha. Hell no.
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: I haven't really thought about it yet. I still don't think I'm going to make it that far.

not yet! I'm in "early labor" tho. They sent me back home to wait it out because I wasn't progressing fast enough, but saidthat I should have him this week! I'm being induced Thursday, so I guess it isn't a big deal, but still.lol