My name is Amanda and I am 30. My husband's name is Randel. This year on the 4th of July, we will have been together for 15 years, and married for 8 years
We have two boys together. Our oldest son is Zachary David and he was born on April 3rd, 2007. Our youngest son is Evan Randel. He was born on September 6th, 2008! We found out January 9th, 2013 that we are having ANOTHER boy!! Jacob Mason
Due May 30th 2013! Three boys
I love my boys
We also have six angel babies. We found out on November 25th 2010, Thanksgiving Day, that I was pregnant again. We weren't trying to get pregnant, so the baby was an unexpected blessing. We were so happy to be blessed with a third child! Sadly, we lost the baby just a few days later on November 29th 2010. I was 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I had another miscarriage on March 24th 2011. We were trying this time and were every much excited about being pregnant again. I got 3 faint positives before my period was due. On the 24th, the day of my expected period, "my period" started. I miscarried at exactly 4 weeks
I had the same thing happen again in July 2011. Ugh. And once again, I experienced yet another loss. I found out on August 8th 2011 that I was pregnant. I was 3 weeks and 4 days. I miscarried exactly 2 weeks later on August 22nd. I was 5 weeks and 4 days
And yet again, I experience another loss on January 14th, 2012. This loss happened early too. 4 weeks and 4 days. Our last loss happened in July 2012. The baby stopped growing at 5 week and 5 days. I didn't finally miscarry the baby until I was 9 weeks 4 days though. I am not sure how many more losses I can take. I really want a miracle baby though! "Here for just a moment like a shooting star. Although, now in Heaven, our angel babies are forever in our hearts."
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Zachary David, Born April 3rd 2007 at 10:46am
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Evan Randel, Born September 6th 2008 at 12:20pm
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Zachary's Birth Story link-
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about619961.html
Evan's Birth Story link-
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about345935.html
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September 14th, 2012- (8dpo) I swore I seen something!
September 16th- (10dpo) Faint positive! But it is there!!!
September 17th (11dpo)- Hcg levels 354 and Progesterone levels 45.3!
September 19th (13dpo)- Hcg levels 257 (praying for a miracle!!)
September 21st (15dpo)- Hcg levels 667!!! (We got our miracle
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Septmeber 26th (20dpo)- Hcg levels 3494!!!
October 11th (7 weeks exactly!)- We had our first u/s
Not only did we see the flicker of a heartbeat, but we heard it as well
141.97 bpm! The most glorious sound ever!! The baby was measuring 6 weeks 5 days!
October 25th (9 weeks exactly!)- We had our second u/s
The heartbeat is still nice and strong! 185.88bpm!! Amazing
The baby was measuring 9 weeks exactly!
November 8th (11 weeks exactly!)- We had our third u/s
The baby was SO active! My specialist had a time trying to get an exact read on the measurements and the heartrate. He got them though
The heartrate was 170.09bpm! Baby measuring 11 weeks and 2 days!
November 27th (13 weeks 5 days)- I had my first regular OB appt today
The baby's was 168bpm
Anatomy scan schedule for January 9th!
January 9th (19 weeks 6 days)- Anatomy scan day!! Today we found out the baby is a boy! Jacob Mason
His heart rate was 160. He measured 12 ounces and 15 cm long. Grow baby boy, grow!
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Rest in Heavenly Peace, my little angel babies!
-BFP on 11/25/10; DD was 7/27/11, lost at 5 weeks 5 days
-BFP on 3/21/11; DD was 12/1/11, lost at 4 weeks
-BFP on 7/10/11; DD was 3/21/12, lost at 4 weeks
-BFP on 8/8/11; DD was 4/18/12, lost at 5 weeks 4 days
-BFP on 1/6/12; DD was 9/18/12, lost at 4 weeks 4 days
-BFP on 5/30/12; DD was 2/11/13, lost at 9 weeks 4 days
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For my last loss, little love...
May 30th, 2012- (9dpo) A super faint second line...
May 31st- (10dpo) A definite visible second lines on two lests
BFP!!
June 1st- (11dpo) Hcg levels 49 and Progesterone levels 13.9
June 4th- (14dpo) Hcg levels 121
June 13th- (23dpo) Hcg Levels 1219 and Progesterone levels 22.1
First u/s today, we saw the gestational sac today
Grow little love!
June 22nd- 6 weeks and 4 days. Second u/s today, we saw the yolk sac and the fetal pole
Keep growing little love!
June 29th- 7 weeks and 4 days. Third u/s today, we still only saw the yolk sac and the fetal pole. The baby is measuring only 5 weeks and 5 days. I praying for a miracle!!
July 5th- 8 weeks and 3 days. Fourth u/s today, the baby hasn't grown since the last ultrasound
It is time to give up on our miracle
I am sorry, my little love!
July 12th- 9 weeks and 4 days. I started having some spotting on Sunday the 8th. Only when I wiped. It was like that until Wednesday 11th. I started having more severe cramps and actually passing some clots. I finally passed the baby the night of the 12th. You could tell it was the baby. It was a blob about the size of a quarter. That had a sac attached. Inside was a pinkish pole. It had tiny arm and leg buds. Like super tiny. I didn't think it would. It hurt me to see but it also helped me realize that something had been wrong. It had stopped growing. It was far too tiny for how far along I should have been. It was right on for 6 weeks developement. I should have been 9 weeks 4 days when I pass the baby
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Happily Ever After....
Zach&Evan&Jacob'sMom
