Hello everyone My name is Megan and I am 24 years old. I just got married to the love of my life on Valentine's Day 2/14/08! We are loving the married life so far. We have actuallt been together for almost 8 years. I long to be not only a wife but a mother aswell. This past year has had its ups and downs. In July 07 we finally moved in together and everything was going great then in October 07 I got the wonderful news that we were gonna have baby. Oh so excited we told everyone and even started picking out names and everything. Then at the very end of November I started bleeding so I went to the Dr. and Got some of the worst news ever I had a mc. I have waited so long to be a mother I was so heart broken. Then in early Jan 08 I thought I was pregnant again so I took the test and bingo it said Pregnant. I was so happy and scared at the same time. Everything was going good or so I thought at 5 weeks I started spotting but I thought nothing was wrong cuz i know some women do spot. But then one morning I woke up with so much blood running out of me I couldn't even cough. Large blood clots too. So I thought here we go again cuz my first I lost at only 7 weeks. So I went for more blood work and the Dr. called me a day after I got married to tell me that my hcg levels were going down. So I thought well another heart ache. So we have decided to wait till May or June to try again to give my body a chance to get back to normal. I can only hope that this time I will get the one gift I have longed and dreamed about or so long. I sometimes feel like I am the only person without a child of her own. I lost another baby yet again on August 1st, 2008, so my dr. finally is doing something about it. My husband and I are going to try in either October or November which ever month is the magical month then my dr. is going to start me on progestrone. So crossing my fingers it will work when I get my BFP! Pray for me.

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