18, just took a test that was def pos.....:S scared

hunny bunny im 18 and wont be 19 until two weeks after my baby's born and my baby daddy isnt there either but I'm gonna tell you what I did...I gave him some choice about the baby but ultimately it was my decision to keep it...that baby is growing in your body and yours alone...only you will know what it feels like to be pregnant, only you will know what it feels like when that baby moves around and you can feel it for the first time...only you will know how you feel when you hear that baby's heartbeat...only you will know the joys of giving birth because its your body and your heart and you have to live with whatever decision you make...he doesnt have to...but all I'm saying is that if YOU want this baby then its ultimately your decision as to whether or not you keep it and love it....i'm glad i didnt get an abortion because i feel my baby move everyday and I thank God everyday for giving my child life...just think of how much love that baby will have even if he or she only has you!...good luck hunny it'll work out *sorry this is so long*