My name is Ara
I'm 20 years old,
&& my daughter is an angel.


We were expecting for the first time.
We found out we were pregnant on February 7th.
We were due on October 14th.
We lost her on March 25th, at 11 weeks
from Turner's Syndrome.
I wasn't supposed to be able to have kids.
But at least I know now that I can.

"An angel in the book of life wrote down our baby's birth and as she closed the book she said too beautiful for Earth." - Author Unknown.

A Different Child
poem by Pandora MacMillian

People notice
There’s a special glow around you.
You grow
Surrounded by love,
Never doubting you are wanted;
Only look at the pride and joy
In your mother and father’s eyes.
And if sometimes
Between the smiles
There’s a trace of tears,
One day
You’ll understand.
You’ll understand
There was once another child
A different child
Who was in their hopes and dreams.
That child will never outgrow the baby clothes
That child will never keep them up at night
In fact, that child will never be any trouble at all.
Except sometimes, in a silent moment,
When mother and father miss so much
That different child.
May hope and love wrap you warmly
And may you learn the lesson forever
How infinitely precious
How infinitely fragile
Is this life on earth.
One day, as a young man or woman
You may see another mother’s tears
Another father’s silent grief
Then you, and you alone
Will understand
And offer the greatest comfort.
When all hope seems lost,
You will tell them
With great compassion,
"I know how you feel.
I’m only here
Because my mother tried again."

I am sure you will hear more than enough i'm sorrys but this is just really sad, i had lots of hope for you and believed that you were going to be a great mom, girl you are strong i can tell, dont let this ruin you or your relationship that sounds wonderful. You were told you couldnt get pregnant and obviously you can, try again.... when you ready! If you need to vent or talk or anything dont hesitate to get on and let me know what you thinking!!! I am so sorry!