I am single and pregnant with my first child! I am 27 years old and divorced. This pregnancy was completely unplanned, you know the kind where you take a pregnancy test just to rule out the possiblity of pregnancy. My first reaction was "what the f*#k" as I screamed to my roommate. Due to certain circumstances that surrond my pregnancy, attachment has been very difficult for me. Don't get me wrong, I know that when Ben gets here I will be on cloud 9 about it, and I already feel the natural maternal instincts to protect him, but I have not been emotional about the pregnancy, up to this point (30 wks). I am really not anemotional person anyway.For those you who are Grey'sAnatomy fans, I think I will be likeChristine (with her tubal pregnancy - and her tube bust), whenshe doesn't cry forthe longest time, but once it starts, it doesn't stop. I thinl that will be me.But planned or unplanned, emotional or not,I am looking forward to becoming a mommy.

This little boy is causing MAJOR back pain!!!