I just want to be happy in life.
Thats the only aspiration im sure of..


Im 18, and i love in arizona.
This is my first time being pregnant.
And HOPEFULLY my LAST.
I do not want anymore children, EVER.
Im having a boy.
Hes due oct. 6th.
his name will be Aiden Chaos Reynolds.
its so irritating cuz i love the name,
but i swear, since we picked it ive heard 1MILLION other boys named that recently....
but at least hes got an original middle name ;)
my whole family is freaking out, cuz their all christian, and their saying that if i have him middle name be chaos, im like condemning him, like how names in the bible related to how the people were, bla bla bla and im gana regret it!
while i do believe in the good lord, i just like the name, and i think God knows my heart and isnt going to condemn me OR my child for the name chaos......
anyways,,,

Any AZ moms who are around my age, hit me up.
I just recently moved to Chandler with my mom, and i dont have any friends out here. Not to mention any pregnant friends. I would really like to make friends with someone who i could hangout with and do fun stuff together cuz all my other friends only know how to drink and smoke and all that good stuff that i cant participate in anymore....
so i need a prego friend and we can like, just have sleepovers and eat a bunch of weird shit at 3 a.m. and watch the baby stories on TLC and talk about how fat we feel and freak out about giving birth together.
So yeah.. that would be ideal.

P.s. Just a little background:
Im going to Mesa community college to be a nurse.
Living off student loans and a shitty part time job.
My bf and i are still together and in love (on

I was just randomly reading peoples profiles and I just wanted to say your sons middle name was my sons first name ! I got the same kind of comments about it .