alllast visit: 21st Jul '07member since: May 5th 2007about me:
LYDIA MACIAS Feeling down Okay I am 25 yrs. old, I've been married for 7 yrs. now and have 2 beautiful girls, 6 &4 years of age. I am now 3 1/2 months pregnant and I feel horrible because I see myself fat. I know there's a reason that I'm gaining weight but I can't help to notice other parts of my body looking "fat"! I work out, I don't eat as much as I did with my other 2 pregnancies so I don't know why I feel this way. It's weird cause sometimes I see myself and I'm like "awww, look at my cute little tummy" then there's days that I say horrible things to myself. Right now I'm getting ready to go out so I bought a shirt, not maternity, for this occasion, it flares out and it compliments the top part of my body but once I put on the jeans that I'm wearing with it, I so don't want to go out anymore... I have to wear a pony tail holder to button them up it's like "whoa" I look like I have a tire around my stomach. It's horrible!! I hope I'm not the only one feeling this way. I'm sure that once I start showing more and people know that I'm pregnant I will get better about this but for now I just feel so horrible. I just start I'd share that with someone. Thanks for taking the time to read this.