Hello, my name is Emily and I'm 19 and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on July 10th, 2008 at 4:18PM at the Good Samaritan Hospital in Colorado. She weighed 7 pounds, 15 ounces, and was 20 inches long at birth. She was born 12 days early, but she's a very healthy baby and I couldn't be happier! I consider myself very lucky! I am not with her father, which is perfectly fine with me since he decided to stop growing up some time ago. Sometimes I still get a little nervous, but I know everything will turn out just fine   if you wanna chat, feel free to send me a message.

"Men are useless I swear".. well, they're good for one thing, they occasionally make some damningly cute babies!   Rowan always wants to be held. I've spoiled her, I think, despite it not really being able to spoil a two month old. I'm gonna be in deep shit when she gets older. It's hard to hold her sometimes, I wanna eat! The "waa" with no tears, ya know, the really fake cry. Yeah, perfected. She's too good for her own self.

I've decided I'll just castrate him with a pair of pliers and a blowtorch. He doesn't need to reproduce anymore. I'm hoping to god Rowan gets her brain from me, if she's anything remotely like her father, I'm fucked. He doesn't think. Right now, he wants me to meet him somewhere public tomorrow so he can see Rowan, and refuses to understand why I won't settle custody out of court. I was willing to at first, when we first discussed it, but he's broken too much trust and has not shown anything close to being responsible enough for Rowan, so I told him no. He should have realized before that he's fucked up way too many times, and I am sick of defending him. He needs to learn to get his own ass together, and stop depending upon me to figure out his own life. I haven't even dated the kid in over a year, and he has been dating some other chick for like, 9 months, and he still comes to me for advice over things. Hell, I even lent him 20 bucks to buy HIS GIRLFRIEND a birthday present. Did I ever see it back? No. I gave him 100 bucks to get his car from the tow truck dude after it backed out of a parking spot and blocked traffic, did he pay me back? No. His father gave me the 100 dollars because he knew I needed it, and that douche bag wouldn't have ever given it to me.