I am expecting my 3 child. I have a boy who is 3 and a daughter who is 5. I am so nervous about this pregnancy, because this is #4 I had a misscarriage in Dec. of 2007. I wasn't expecting to concieve again so soon after. I am praying that everything goes good. I also have a 9 year old step daughter. I am going through a lot this pregnancy. The baby's father moved out of state. It could of been for the best because he was very abusive at times. I am being strong for myself and my children, because in the end of all they need me the most.

yes I was married I don't know how to update my profile. I got married for all the wrong reasons.. I tried to show my kids the right thing and be stable in a home that was never happy. My kids mean the world to me. My husband had a drug problem and we went our seperate ways because I couldn't tolerate working 2 and 3 jobs at times to take care of my kids and a grown man. That is when I met my boyfriend of 9 months who was abusive and has since then moved away.