Hi,
My name is Djanga. I am a 22 year old "happy housewife" - in love with my darling husband, and 'mommy' to our 14month old husky-mix.
My husband and I began the TTC adventure in Janurary 2007, a month after our wedding. FINALLY in May, 2008, we got our long-awaited BFP. What a day that was! I don't think my heart has beat that fast in my entire life!
Our hearts were broken on May 14th, when we lost our 5wk old baby. I initially felt as if I never wanted to try again. I never wanted to risk going through that pain again! However, God knows our hearts and desires better than we do, and when I got my period back on Father's Day 2008, we decided to stop using contraception and see what He would do...
Imagine my surprise when on July 14, 2008, I got a positive on a HPT - two days before old AF was due!
I am now 4 1/2 weeks along, and just as anxious and nervous as can be. It's different this time around...I'm happy, but a little pessimistic. I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for the worst, and that makes it a little difficult to be excited. So, please remember us when/if you pray - it means the world to us.
xo!