Another unplanned and seemingly unlucky teen mother on the way! Well no, I'm glad to say that's not the case. No I'm not married and I'm not rolling in money, but I am well supported by both the father and my family. I don't regret what has happened because there is a reason for it all. I believe in omens and I believe this baby was sent to me to open my eyes to the world.

And it has.

Some rough things have happened and I've lost a lot of things that I put to heart, but I know I have to stay strong for my little girl. I guess there's no point in typing out my game plan because it almost seems like I'm doing in it desperately to explain to everyone to not worry, but I would have to say this for me to worry about not everyone else. Ask if you may. I am not uncomfortable with telling but I don't feel like I should explain myself out right.

I am not ashamed and will not begin to act like it. I was silly and thought I was such a wizz kid on anatomy and my ovulation date and a higher power taught me to stop playing with a loaded gun.   I didn't listen and now I'm getting myself a nice little lesson taught.

A lesson I will pass down to my Serenity. But no matter what she does or who she becomes I will love her more than I've ever loved before. Give her the best that I have ever seen. Be better than anyone I have ever met and will eventually meet in my future.

Peace & Love. We all deserve it!

Thanks for the input in my post, but they don't understand. The smiley wasn't even to what he said. I just gave up explaining to them b/c the first response I got was from someone being a jerk. I knew it wasn't gonna go anywhere.