This was my Ultrasound at 18 weeks! (=



I just freakin LOVE this.........so.............yea......... (=




!!!God Has Blessed Me!!!


I am due August 27th 2008! I turn 21 four months after my due date. Its a boy! I am NOT with my baby's daddy. He cheated on me when i had just turned 5 months. He was with me (kissing my belly, always talking about the baby) [[everything seemed perfect]].... up until i found out that he was cheating on me and it was then when he first denied his baby (havent talked to him ever since). He chose his new girlfriend over his son, but thats ok because i know that i am strong and that i can do much better without him. I have great and i mean GREAT parents (i LOVE you mom and dad, you give me so much strength!!! One day i only hope and wish to find a way to show you how much you mean to me!) and friends that have supported me and for that i am very greatfull.

Knowing that i am going to get twice the love makes me so much stronger! To all the mommys out there ((God Bless))!!!! Remember: When you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, and you cant bear the pain....God only gives challenges and obstacles to those he knows are strong enough, so hang in there.....Because you will make it!!!
& when everyone is expecting you to fall apart......PROVE THEM WRONG!! because there are so many people out there dying to see you fall!!


UPDATE!!: Well, at 32 weeks and 2 days i found out that my ex is getting married!! Yea, to a 16 year old that he left me (5 MONTHS PREGNANT) for!!.....which he has only known for 3 maybe 4 months!! sucks! but why do i care?!?!? Some men are just MONSTERS!!!! You'd think that after being with someone for 3 years and going through 2 misscariages with him, you would actually know him.....

Single mommys, be strong! No matter what, hang in there, because god has a plan......I know its hard because we are writting our lifes in pen but remember, the story doesnt end until you stop writing.....You can make anything possible!!!!

INTRODUCING: "THE BOY THAT STOLE MY HEART! (MY SON!!)"






NEWEST UDPATE!!! I had my baby August 28, 2008 at 5:08 p.m.
It was a c-section.....and although i wanted to have him naturally, he is here, and thats all that matters!! He is a healthy baby boy named JOSUE MARTIN OLVERA (my last name!) He weighed 8 pounds 5 ounces!! A big boy!! (=
He is the love of my life!!!!
Life has never been so good!!!!!!!







A newborn's conversation with God
(Beautiful!)

A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are
sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to
live there being so small and helpless?' God said,
'Your angel will be waiting for you and will take
care of you.'

The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in
heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and
smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing
for you and will also smile for you . And you will
feel your angel's love and be very happy.'

Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be
able to understand when people talk to me if I don't
know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will tell
you the mostbeautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and
with much patience and care, your angel will teach
you how to speak.'

'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to
you?' God said, 'Your angel will place your hands
together and will teach you how to pray.'

'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will
defend you even if it means risking its life.'

'But I will always be sad because I will not see
you anymore.' God said, 'Your angel will always
talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to
come back to Me, even though I will always be next
to you.'

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but
voices from Earth could be heard and the child
hurriedly asked, 'God, if I am to leave now, please
tell me my angel's name.'

God said, 'You will simply call her, 'Mom.'















This is the "LOVE" of my life; the reason i live; The air i breathe.....

I never knew that it would be like this.....Having a baby truly changes everything... I have never felt what i feel when i look into his eyes....Its a love so pure, so strong, so unconditional....sometimes it scares me.....All i want is for him to be happy and good all the time!! I live to see him breathe...He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i do not know a world without him anymore......its like he has always been here, always been in my heart.....God gave me the greatest gift! When my son was born, "I was born"....a new person with a new heart... When he was born, "I too became a child".....My love for my parents grew so much more... Sometimes just seeing my family, knowing that im so blessed to have them makes me want to cry.....Its like all the emotions dont fit anymore because he has taken over my heart....Lets just say.."words can never describe what i feel".....Its amazing!






This is to god, from me!!!! (=

Thank you God for everything...
For you have blessed me in the greatest way....
How to repay you, i dont know....
I pray that you keep my baby boy safe at all times.....
Give him happiness, give him health.......but most important of all.....
Never keep us apart.....
Send your gaurdian angels and tell them never to blink an eye....
Keep him safe in prayers and always on your mind....
But god, one more thing........
Bless my parents......because without them i dont know where i'd be.....

-------My momma and daddy!! (The new GrandParents!!)-------

My Dad with my son Josue!! (=

My Mom with my son Josue!! (=

I am Absolutely BLESSED to the MAXIMUM to have these wonderful parents!!



-----!!!!SUPER-UPDATE!!!!-----

This is when my baby was exactly 2 months!!! So, I had been recieving lots of private calls....but no one would ever answer.....then i got calls from a number i didnt know and they aswell would not answer, so i got the nerve to call and call untill they answered. And guess who it was?!!!!??? My sons father! =[ I was outraged!! Although i was angry, i made myself civil enough to listen to what he had to say for my sons sake. He wants to be part of the babys life. Him and his girlfriend broke up because of the fact that "supposebly" he didnt love her, so he didnt want to hurt her and also because she saw my son and realized that it was his......So now he wants back in our lives...
Well, here is a picture of his with his father!!!

im so happy for u hun!!
yay ur man is a good guy for coming back n he is gonna change if not ill kick his butt hehe
well thanks my lil man getting chubby but yours has adorable cheeks!!
he sure loves his milk =D
ignore what people say , they tell me the same im like whatever atleast he aint effing skinny or sick,he is healthy =D

what are u buying ur son for xmas?
r u n the hubs gonna work things out?