I'm Jenn. I'm currently 21. I'm living with my grandmother helping her out since her husband passed on. I'm currently in search of a job. Cabin fever is annoying as all heck. So is the slow economy too..

I'm going to be an aunt soon. My SIL's due date is April 23rd. As much as I dislike my brother, and I'm not too fond of her, I'm still excited that I'm going to be an aunt.

My Niece:


I'm a thread lurker mostly, but there are times when I post in topics. I've been around BG since early 2008, I just don't post too much.

I have one angel baby from 2007. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like had I not lost the pregnancy, but at the same time I believe things happen in life for a reason. I feel as though sometimes it has made me think about things differently. I may not know what everyone who loses a pregnancy or a baby feels like, but I do know how I feel about it.. I try not to think about it too much, but the thought is always there. He or she may have only been a part of my life for just over two months, but I can't help but wonder what they would be like today, if I would have a rambunctious toddler or a total sweet heart. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, but that's because it's been about a month or so past two years since it happened. It's hard to believe how fast time goes now. (wrote this bit August 2009)

thats cool i love to cook! Have u tried duck before? its really good? Roasted ducks yummy. So if u dont mind me asking how far along were u and when did u m/c? sorry for your loss.....