so heres my story
ok so as most of you know i have 2 cute little boys....well my fiancee is not there father and i am only 20....well i said its a long story but here it goes...*takes breath* tho its hard to believe but i will post links of my missing persons sight i was on...
When i was 14 yrs old i had a hard time fitting in at school i was odd loved classic rock and the rocky horror picture show..i also had an odd since of style all my own hehe...but i was over weight so no one ever looked at me so i starting chatting online i met this guy from california, he was sweet and cool liked similer things so i bought phone card every day to talk to him on the phone well one day he joked i should come see him i laughed it off and said yeah ok after my b-day which was like a week away so my 15th birthday (june 19th) came and the next day i got a call and he said ..."i bought ur bus ticket" i told him i was joking...then the nice guy i thought he was changed and he said...if ur not on that bus by tomorrow i will kill ur family and set ur house one fire
so......i packed and got on the bus....i was scared to tell anyone cause i thought id get in trouble....i road the bus for 3 days till i got to calexico california when i got there it wasnt the same "kid" that was in the pics i saw...it was a man of about 20....well within the first half hour of meeting him he kept trying to have sex with me.....me being a virgin i said no over and over again, it did no good.....i lost my virginity.....then he cut all my hair off and i cried andcried, the next day...he fell asleep so i desided to walk around the house and met his mom dad and 2 little sisters.....he found out and he thought it was funny to push me down over and over and biting at my skin till i bled.....as the days kept going he got more and more violent and wouldnt take no for an answer... i can rember several time being tied up on my knees gaged and crying seeing a pool of my own blood comming from between my legs.....punching started , then whipping, then came in the...objects....the golf club, the bamboo stick ...and his favorite the solid metal base ball bat.....not to mention the brass knuckles and studded belt......sorry...alot of memories.......one knight while i was reading he too a scalple and stabbed me in my forearm i still got the scar, everytime i see it its a reminder...
anywhore next thing i know its december and i desided i was going to get out....well he sat and watched me pack my shit and wen i went to walk out of the door i felt something being wacked over my head and i fell to the ground then he beat me in my legs over and over then teared off all my clothes and beat me with the studded belt....i felt the blood come down my back and i laid tired on the cement floor ...then he picked me up and threw me on the bed and punched me in the face as he rapped me....at that moment i got pregnant....i found out 6 weeks later......when he found out i was he poisened me and beat me in the stomic...i almost died....but 8 monthes later my son was born and wonderfully healthy.... over the next 8 monthes everything was the same...i was beating and raped daily only this time he made my son watch while he did it and i fought the best i could but i always went down and it hurt the most to see my baby looking at me crying.....to this day if i play fight or someone yells at me he screams and cries "dont hurt my mommy" well one day he handed me the phone and told me to call home...so i did BUT to tell them he was my BF....i just wanted to go home so i agreed when i called home i found out my dad died a year earlier from cancer exausted from searching for me.....i almost died right there
well ayway so me the baby went to ohio....but our peace didnt last longer then 2 days we were getting calls from him saying how it wasnt fair that i took lessy and blah blah blah i was so mind washed and scared i let him back in. everyone knew there was something off but i was too scared to tell the what he has done to me ... almost as soon as i got there i found out i was pregnant Some other things happened but i dont think its right of me to say but after a month of him being in ohio he was arrested and a year later he got put in prison for 1 count sexual misconduct and 1 count domestic violent (i had to deal with him for 2 years!!!) within that year i had my 2nd son gregory (named after my dad) now ....this guy will be out in october...he only got 2 yrs in jail...but last year i met my fiancee and he claims my kids as his own and he loves them sooo much....and they love him and now we're having our first little girl   well i know this is a hard story to believe but its true.... below this is a pic of me when i was 16 in cali.....after i was beaten and started to heal....look at my arm and eye u can tell also below are some links to my missing info....thats my past....i still deal with the nightmares to this day
**UPDATE** he got out a year early in March 2007 .......And he has contacted me...He may have not written a name but i know its him and im scared all over again***
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http://www.wkyc.com/news/news_article.aspx?storyid=30989 (im jennifer bender)

i cant find the other sights.


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I just wanted to say that i read your story and I think you are the most amazing person that I have ever had to pleasure to read about! Congrats on your wonderful kids and I hope that you find peace for yourself and that that monster stays far away