im Sheree... and im a first time mommy to an angel. I'm not sure what Mark and i are going to do from now on, if we're going to start TTC as soon as we can, or just call it quits for the time being...This is very hard for me, i for sure thought it was meant to be right now.. a year and a half of trying, and right before i was going to get on birthcontrol to give us a little rest...it for sure pointed to "Hey! It's time for me"...But maybe it was a sign of "Hey don't give up just yet!" .. It's very confusing, and it not only breaks my heart that our first isnt with us.. but because the love of my life thinks he cant cry around me because he has to be strong...i want you to cry i want to hold you and i want you to know that it'll be okay...I love them both so very much. and ill never forget this.

I know! It's so crazy! I just read your vent..... I really hope your mind isn't paying tricks on you after the M/C.... I really want to see you get your bfp!!!!