Hi My Name Is Allison ,Im 20 yrs old and from NewYork. I was 5 months and 3 days when my angel went to heaven. I was so excited and looking forward to share my life with some one new, but now i keep him in my heart.The momment i held my son was the best and the worst moment of my life .I was happy to hold him ,but i didnt want to let him go.Still i wish i could have frozen that very moment in time. Yet the days they go by.The thought of him not being here makes me want to cry,but even though i miss him its just one day at a time .He makes me strong when i am weak yet ,missin him makes me weap i dont understand this.I love him so much and I just hope he knows that I just wonder because I never got to see him smile.I Loved you before I saw you
Itouched you then Ikissed you
And from the moment I held you
I didnt want to let you go
-word ofyour mommy


A.J Your Mommy And Daddy Misses You Like Crazy
Some People Only Dream Of Angels
I held One InMyArms
Even ThoughICant SeeYou There
Please Fly By MySide Cause I Need You Here  


I Love My Little Bear

How have you been?