ME AND MY 2 BOYS FOR NOW...
..I hav been with the love of my life for the past 13yrs..we hav 2 sons..Gregory who just turn 11 in April..and our newest little boy Zachary born .October 20-06
Well here is my story .Our 1st son Gregory came with no trouble at all...he was unplanned ..but loved from the monent i seen the 2 lines..really easy labour..the pushing and the aftermath was more pain the i can explain..i had 4th degree tears..and a broken tail bone..every1 is always worried about the babys weight..i say... dont care about the weight ..care about how big the heads is..It took me about 3mths to feel like myself again.
Zachary....our miracle baby..we like to call him....We started trying for him in 1999..we went through it all..and almost ened out relationship ..doctors said what i hav is called unexplained infertility..all the test where nnormal..i was fine..father was fine..he even had a HIGH SPERM ..count..timed sex..no sex....ice packs..think u get the hint..last straw for us was ivf...but we didnt hav the money for that... JAN 1-..06..i told the dad..lets take a break..i cant take this anymore...soo he was more then happy...and u know what soo was i..i didnt worry every month..praying ..pls dont come..pls dont come..and like clock work ..my period would start..but i didnt care..and i noticed i was really happy....Now we where planning our Disney trip in march of 06..and packing ..then im standing there ..thinking..hey i think im late..kicking myself.for even ..thinking im late...im like hmmmm...should i just check..i knew i would hav some drinks..soo i said ..why not..just go buy 1...and not tell Melvin..i knew he would giv me the look...soo i buy 1...and with in 5 seconds..there is 2 lines...im freaking out..i run downstairs wake up melvin....yell WE R PREGNANT....his 1st words to me..why did u buy a cheap test..I SAY A + is A +..but nope..he rans and buys 6 of the best like 18.00 per test..i pee in a mug..lmao...and all of them r +..now he is happy...
We had a nice smooth pregnancy ..heathy little boy..born Oct 20..06..by c-section..he flipped 3 weeks b4 his due date whick was Nov 5..i think he knew that my body couldnt handle another labour and recouvery..and he was 2 weeks early..
SOO. to al the women out there who hav been trying for a couple months..never ever giv up...sometimes its not in the doc hands at all...god will hav the finale say..and no matter what the doc do or say..god is the 1 that has the finale say..hav patience ..it will happen if its meant to happen.
And with this little person growing inside me at i type ..happened in 1 month ..we decided to start trying in may..me thinking it... would take long or go through the same thing as i did with Zachary..and told Melvin im only trying till i turn 38.i didnt want to pop out a kid when i turned 40....and if it didnt happen i would get fixed..and our family would be done with our 2 boys...but just like that we r pregant..and very..very..happy..and wishing for a little girl..and now my count down begins
The counted down stopped on June 20th 2008..had gone bck to heaven..i guess god couldnt let go of this angel and called him/her bck IM very sad..and i dont know if i want to do this again.this is my second misscarriage..
Soooo ..im pregnant again...found out on Sept 21....crossing my fingers..that this 1 sticks...plsss..god let it stick...and here is to hoping and praying..
Hoping for a girl...but very happy with which ever1 i get...im soooo happyyyy