My name is Kami, I lost my son Tyler on may 5, 2003 as a still born. I got pregnant at seventeen and when i found out that I was pregnant I felt like the happiest girl alive. I even cried when I found out that I was having a son. But when i lost my son it felt like my world had been turned upside down.I think about all the things that I am missing out on all the time. Things like his first word, Crawl e.t.c. I am still having the hardest time coping with all of this. I try to make baby blankets and I feel like some times if I had another child it will make thinks better but i know that it won't. I am just looking for a friend some one who has been through the same thing I have to talk too. Some one who knows what it feels like to have a stillborn. If that is you please contact me through my email kamiknny@msn.com