Blessed to be a mom    Cyanne was born Nov 5 2007 8 lbs 1 oz I am trully blessed with such a beautiful and healthy baby girl, Jon and I have been married about 8 years, and have tried for a lil one for a long time, when we finally gave up, (like the dr's had been telling me) I had my calling to be a missionary shortlythereafterwhile in the Phillipines I was confronted by a local mother who had asked if I had any children of my own after lil hesitation I not only told her, but for the first time believed it as well, that "we did notand that I was ok with it and believed thatit was God's willbecuz if I did have children of my own I would not be able to be here- where I am like a mom to all these children here" it was abouta week later upon arriving home that my husband and I concieved,It was only once I gave up my will for His that the blessings were able to flow,"seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and (A)all these things will be added to you." Mathew 6:33