HI MY NAME IS MARLENNY , 20 YEARS OLD . I'VE BEEN WITH MY HUBBY FOR 2 YEARS AND WE HAD BEEN TRYING TO CONCEIVE FROM THE BEGGINNING , BUT WE NEVER WERE ABLE TO UNTIL NOW... I DIDNT EXPECT THIS PREGNANCY SINCE ON APRIL 30TH MY DOCTOR HAD TOLD ME THAT I HAD VAGINAL CANCER N THAT I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE UNLESS I WENT ON TREATMENT , AND THE POSSIBILITIES OF THAT WEREN T GREAT .. MY HUBBY N I TOOK A VACATION TO THE CARRIBEAN N SINCE I WAS IN MY MOTHER LAND I DECIDED TO GET A SECOND OPINION , ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT IN FACT I DIDNT HAVE CANCER AND THAT ONJUNE 18TH IN FACT I WAS 10.6 WEEKS PREGNANT. THE NEWS CAME TO BE A SURPRISE SINCE ME N HUBBY HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS SINCE THE FIRST DOCTORS VISIST. WE STILL ARE ON A ROLLERCOASTER OF FEELINGS EXCITEMENT N ,ECT. I GOT BACK TO THE US ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT MY HUBBY WANTS A BIT A SPACE . I'VE BEEN STRSSING BECAUSE THIS IS SOMETHING WE'VE WANTED N\AND NOW ITS NOT ALL GOING WELL.
I STILL AM CONFUSED ABOUT ALL THE SYMPTOMS AND EVERYTHING ELSE . I WANT TO KNO THE SEX AND THEN I DONT.I KNO ITS TOOO EARLY BUT I WISH EVERYTHING ITS OVER AND CANT WAIT TO HAVE MY BABY IN MY HANDS . I KNO ONCE MY HUBBY SEES HIS FIRST CHILD BEING BORN ITS WILL CHANGE HIS MIND ABOUT SPACE AND HE WILL WANT TO BE THERE EVEN MORE THAN HE IS NOW. EVEN THOUGH HE'S ASKED FOR SPACE WE STILL TALK SO IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE WE ARE ON A BRAKE... HES BEEN BYING LIKE BABY STUFF IN UNISEX COLORS AND STUFF.......

MY NEXT APPOINTMENT IS ON THE 16TH OF JULY AND IM HOPING EVERYTHING GOES WELL SINCE I'VE BEEN STRESSING AND GETTING MAD AND CRYING A LOT . I KNO I SHOULDNT BECAUSE IT WILL AFFECT MY BABY BUT I CANT HOLD MYSELF TOGETHER. ALLL I WANT IS FOR MY BABY'S NEXT CHECK UP EVERYTHING IS OK AND HE/SHE IS HEALTHY AND GROWING PROPERLY....


FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON MY SITUATION , IM ALL EARS FOR ADVICE ON THIS PROBLEM AND FOR WAT TOEXPECT THROUGHOUT MY PREGNANCY....!!!