Hey everyone My name is amber and this is my story...
My husband and I have been married now for almost 3 years. and we have been TTC since November of 07' In Jan of 08 we thought I was pregnaunt then one night while we were being intimate I got sever pains in my lower abdomen so I made him stop the pain was so bad that I went to the hospital, Once there for 4 1/2 hrs we found out that I had PID ( Pelvic Inflamatory Disease) It was hard to deal with, But we kept trying and then sumtime that late spring/ early summer I dont remember the exact date we discovered I was pregnaunt for real this time the tests were positive, and On June 22, 2008 I woke up and was cramping really bad and I started bleeding pretty bad, so yet again I went to the hospital and Found out almost right away with in and hr that I was having a miscarriage at 6 1/2 wks.

After we lost that baby, My hubby and I did get into doing drugs, we tried a little of everything ( well not everything, but we did try, ex, acid, coke, crack, and most of all weed) all though we tried all of that we only did it once with the exception of the weed, in which we got really into smoking like all the time, it got to the point that I was the only one working , I would go to work high, get high at work, and come home and get high, it was so bad that we would pawn things when we didnt have the money to get our weed. We were constantly fightingover things, money mostly.. We were even on the verge of getting adivorce.Then in september we went through something tragic, again, I had my wisdom teeth takin out, and I got sick from it, I ended up in the hospital because of it.. While I was in the hospital, and on morphine my family bumbarded me saying that I was never going to be happy with my hubby, and I wasnt going to be able to get the help I needed so they ended up talkin me into leaving with my aunt, Then my mom, (who we were living with) went home and proceeded to kick my hubby out of the house, he was devistated, they wouldnt tell him where i was or let us talk to each other they were saying the only way we could talk was through my mom. Then once at my aunts house and I was sober, I found out that They were planning on sending me to a safe house, I was so scared, I didnt want to be away from my hubby I loved him no matter what we were going through , and no he never hit me.. After talkin to a friend that we both shared I found out that I wasnt being told everything that was going on, and I demanded that they take me to him, this was after three days of no sleep, and hardly anything to eat. I told my family that if they didnt take me to him that I would get to him and They would never see me again. So needless to say my mom took me to him... We have been together everyday since then. We started attending Na meetings and sobered up... Things were starting to look up for us we were living at his aunts house. And were so happy no more fighting or anything we were soo happy..

Then early this year My hubby got a great job, where he is still working today, And We learned shortly after he got his job that we were expecting. We are having a little boy and are so excited, we are still sober, and enjoying life together, we are actually back living with my mom saving up money to get a place of our own soon... This whole thing has brought us so much closer together, So to people who say you cant change when your addicted to something you can. We did and now were sooo happy.. I just hope You dont judge me on my past..






This is my Godson Sylus!



The day you deliver, outside will be overcast. Your baby will arrive in the middle of the night. After a labor lasting approximately 20 hours, your child, a boy, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 7 pounds, 8 ounces, and will be 16 inches long. This child will have light violet eyes and a little patch of red hair.

hey hey! ur tummy is popping out! yay! you sleeping alright? im feeling fine. were getting close!