heyheyhey, i'm kara walls, more known as kara lynn. i'm 16 years old, born on the 1st of june, 1992. i was raped, but i intend to keep my baby because i have always believed that beautiful things come from negative experiences. so on, or around january 8th, 2009, i will give birth to my first child, who i already love with all my heart. ;; so hit me up, i'm a nice girl. just trying to make the best of this thing called life!
XO, KARA LYNN











alright, so here it is: my view on rape. in april, one of my older brother's friends raped me. at first,all i wanted to do was hide it, i didn't tell anyone. i just felt so dirty, like it was my fault that he raped me. when i realized that i was pregnant in june, it was like everything negative inside of me evaporated. i was letting this sick, perverted man take control of my life. i've never been the type of person that lets others take advantage of me. i've always been very motivated and independent. the baby currently growing inside of me somehow gave me the strength to push my rapist so far away that it seems like it never even happened. in fact, i feel sorry for HIM, because he will NEVER know my baby, i'll make sure of that. i cannot and will not let that scary morning take me over. i am stronger than that, and raising my child will only make me stronger. i trust in god and myself to never dwell on the negative again, and appreciate everyday of my life with my angel from now on. girls, if you are or have ever been raped, remember one thing: it is NEVER your fault, and you CAN overcome that feeling of pure worthlessness. women are STRONGER than men (afterall, we give birth!). never let anyone else control your life and who you are. stay strong and trust in the lord.
lots of love,
kara

Due date: Jan. 08, 2009
-Your baby’s star sign will be: Capricorn
-Your baby’s birthstone will be: Garnet (a deep red gem)
-Typical Capricorn personality traits:
*Practical
*Strong
*Responsible
*Hard-working
*Trustworthy
*Ambitious
*Goal-oriented
*Good sense of humor
-Your Capricorn baby will enjoy: cuddling, but only with those he/she recognizes, having a strict feeding/sleeping schedule, laughter, and playing with building blocks. (Capricorn babies tend to be very logical, so they enjoy puzzles and building things.)
-Your Capricorn baby will not like: loud noises, when a stranger handles them, peek-a-boo (this tends to frighten Capricorn babies), and being off-schedule with their sleeping or eating.
-Dark colors will look on your Capricorn baby.
-Suitable careers for a Capricorn are: doctor, lawyer, teacher, politician, or anything math-related, as Capricorns tend to be very intelligent.

hey there how are things going? here i guess they're going alright, ive been pretty sick lately and today i think im gonna go to the hospital to make sure things are ok!! plus i havent seen a doc since i was 18 weeks an now im 31 lol so gotta do something. my lil one is so damn active kinda scares me, i was watching ER the other day and there was a pregnant doc who was counting her kicks and realized she wasnt feeling the baby, so she went in and the baby had ended up tyin a knot around her kneck with the umbilical cord... kinds freaked me out since mine does summersaults in my belly lol anyways i hope things are going good... hope to talk to you soon love cass