Mommy to 3 year old Benjamin, havin' a girl due Christmas Eve. I work as an Environmental Specialist full-time and wish I could be home full-time...although I love my job (love my family more!). Can't wait to get this pregnancy over with and see my baby girl! I'll be having a repeat c-section (ARGHHHHH!) on the 19th and definitly NOT looking forward to being in that position again. I'm a little scared and less than optimistic about my abilities as a mommy of 2!!!! Benjamin will be a sweet big bro though.