Baby Gaga - Courtney Ree {BBM}

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age:	30
status:	engaged
due:	December 8th (a girl)
kids:	I have 2 kids & 2 angel babies
job:	Property Managment
location:	Texas City, Texas

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Hi Ladies my name is Courtney Im 29yrs old and pregnant my financee's name is Walt and he is a wonderful man, I really don't think they get much better then him. I have two little girls that are my everything Lyric 11yrs old and Shayla 3yrs old, I also have a set of twin boys named Braxton and Braydon that are shinning down on us from heaven everyday. They were identical and suffered from cord entanglment due to being in the same sac and expired when we had just made 18 weeks when they left us.It was one of the hardiest things I have ever been through I wouldn't wish that pain on my worst enemy.... I didn't expect to get pregnant again for at least a couple years but I guess there was something else planned for us and here we are. But we have become very excited and can't wait to meet our new addition!! And my girl's are super happy and praying for a little brother doesn't really matter to much to me another girl will do just fine.

In Loving Memory Tat for my baby boys 9/19/08

**Lost But Never Forgotten**

Rest in peace my sweet angels as mommy and daddy will never forget you. There will never be a day that goes by thatwe dont't think or dream about you. I don't know if I will ever get over not being able to hold you in my arms,kiss you good night, sing to you in the bath tub, listen to you beating hearts, put a bandaide on your knee, try to heal your first broken hearts but I do know one thing for sure I will be there one day to be a mommy to you and I know that you will waiting for me too. A million words would not bring you back I know because I' ve tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried! Mommy loves you Braxton and Braydon RIP

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Well Ladies the verdict is finally in we will be adding another baby girl to our family!!! This will make girl #3 my poor SO he will probably catch hell when they all get older with the whole little boys thing but what are girls for..LOL joke. I really thought I wanted a boy but know that I know she is coming I am truely blessed for this chance to be a mommy again! And you cant ask for a better experience then a mother daughter relationship...

Well I think we have finally decided on a name for our new little princess it will be Sydney Reeanna Mays...And I can't wait to meet her I am getting so excited I was having a really hard time with trying toaccept the fact that we will actually be able to bring our baby home with us this time. I was at the point of not be able to buy anything for her or even go in the baby aisle I was terrified that the hat would fall from under us any minute and the joy or thought of happiness of her would be over..But I can proudly say that when 9/19/09 passed us by and she is still here I had a break thru. Sept 19th made one year since my baby boys left us and I felt so guilty as if I or we had went on with out them or as if maybe I was trying to replace them which was so not the case...Last Saturday was one of the hardest days I have had since that awful day I didn't even want to get out of bed,brush my teeth NOTHING! But I did and I made it thru it I prayed and cried all day that they knew I loved them and would die to hold them or kiss them. I begged God and my boys to come to me that night and give me peace that one day I too would be able to be a mommy to them the same as I will Sydney. So on Sunday Sept 20th I got up got dressed and went to purchase a crib, dressser and all of the bedding for her nursery(My first offical purchasefor the baby). And to my surprise after 7 months of fighting myself not to buy anything it felt great!