I'm feeling ready updated 3 days ago
MommyKel| age: | 22 |
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| status: | married |
| due: | December 10th (a girl) |
| kids: | I have one child & one angel baby |
| location: | Warren, Michigan |
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My name is Kelly and Im 22 years old. I married my high school sweetheart and we have a 14 month old little girl. She is my whole world! Being a mother has made me into a better person and I dont know what I would do without my daughter!
When Aubrey was 7 months old I found out I was pregnant again. At about 5 weeks I started having light bleeding and pain that got progressively worse. Turns out the pregnancy was ectopic. Ive carried a lot of guilt with me since then. I know it was nothing I did to cause the loss, but when I first found out I was pregnant I wasnt happy. I had a lot going on in my life and it really wasnt the best time to have another baby. Right before we found out it wasnt a viable pregnancy I came to terms with the idea of #2 and was actually getting excited. I guess my guilt comes from the fact that I wasnt happy with having another baby. Its kinda like if you had company coming that was completely unexpected and you are kind of annoyed with the idea, but then you find out something awful happened to them on their way to your house. Thats the best comparison I can give. Ive gotten better in the last 7 months. Theres still a little hole in my heart for my angel, but I know Ill see him or her in Heaven one day. I thank God everyday for my daughter and her health and I know He will bless us with another child again when the time is right.
My husband and I decided to start TTC again this month! I always said I wanted my children at least 2 yrs apart, and it took us almost 2 yrs to conceive Aubrey (7 months and NOT trying to conceive our angel) so we dont know how long it will take this time around. We have our fingers crossed for a December baby!! But whenever the time is right we will be happy!
Apparently now is the right time! We got our BFP today(4/5/09)!! We are having a Christmas baby!!
When Aubrey was 7 months old I found out I was pregnant again. At about 5 weeks I started having light bleeding and pain that got progressively worse. Turns out the pregnancy was ectopic. Ive carried a lot of guilt with me since then. I know it was nothing I did to cause the loss, but when I first found out I was pregnant I wasnt happy. I had a lot going on in my life and it really wasnt the best time to have another baby. Right before we found out it wasnt a viable pregnancy I came to terms with the idea of #2 and was actually getting excited. I guess my guilt comes from the fact that I wasnt happy with having another baby. Its kinda like if you had company coming that was completely unexpected and you are kind of annoyed with the idea, but then you find out something awful happened to them on their way to your house. Thats the best comparison I can give. Ive gotten better in the last 7 months. Theres still a little hole in my heart for my angel, but I know Ill see him or her in Heaven one day. I thank God everyday for my daughter and her health and I know He will bless us with another child again when the time is right.
My husband and I decided to start TTC again this month! I always said I wanted my children at least 2 yrs apart, and it took us almost 2 yrs to conceive Aubrey (7 months and NOT trying to conceive our angel) so we dont know how long it will take this time around. We have our fingers crossed for a December baby!! But whenever the time is right we will be happy!
Apparently now is the right time! We got our BFP today(4/5/09)!! We are having a Christmas baby!!
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