I just turned 17 and prego with my frist who doon1/15/09 im hopeing for a girl but my boyfriend wants a boy but hey whatever the sexy ill love no matterwhat. NEway!
I love life now that I know how to live it If i dont like you ill tell you so dont be suprised And i think if no one had music to listin we would all go insane! lol LG FUAD
life is not always perfect. so i've learned alot so far. and sometimes shit happens. people lie. people cheat. people talk behind your back. it's all drama. okay so no one's perfect. so dont fucking talk about how you think im a skank thats fucked when you have no room to talk. and things don't go like you planed them out. regret is stupid you should learn from shit. okay so boys are stupid. dont worry about the boy of your dreams going with your friends because if its real love he wont go with her just becasue shes hotter they do things that are'nt right. they cheat on their girlfriends who they claim they "love so much" . get the fuck over it. yeah you think if youstop dating that's going to solve problems? no. you serioulsy think playing them back is going to do anything? no its going to come to the end and make it worse. okay so friends are bitches get over it don't trust them. people back stab you get over it. everythings fucked up. just wait untill you get older. do you serioulsy think commiting suicide's gonna help the people who love you? it's like i've gone through alot of shit and my real close friends know all about it. yeah i know i've complained about it and talked about it for awhile but i got over it becuase its stupid to sit around and pity your life. i have a life to live so don't try to get in my way. stop trying to say you love the people you hate. don't try to act like you're friends with people your not. and don't lie. it gets you no where. see i'm the type of girl who doesn't care if you don't believe me. i don't have anything to prove. i dont lie if you dont believe me i'm not going to go out of my way to fight with you to try to make things right to try to prove im telling the truth. that's your own fault. i'm not going to waste my time like that. life's short. and yeah i dofucked up things but i like living on the edge. if you dont i dont care. i dont care what you think of me. like shit happenes but life goes on. it doesnt stop just to help you out. okay so don't judge me you dont know me. you dont understand what it's like. and if your gonna fucking piss me off then leave me alone. sometimes, you need to look back on those memories off the good times. somedays aren't even worth trying but i still don't care what goes wrong becasue if i dont find someone to bring me up then i get over it. i'm done regreting that sort of shit. where do you get when you dont talk to someone nowhere you solve nothing. i am me, that's it.i guess life is how ever you make it.sometimes it sucks and you want it to end, sometimes it is better than ever and you pray to god that it doesn't. every action that you take and have took and are still going to take are the little pieces of this puzzle that we all call life. do not take time for granted, do not passup the good things, realize whatyou have before you lose it. i wanted a perfect ending. now i've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. life isabout not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. in three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life: IT GOES ON. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. they say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. and from personal experience, and experience is simply the name we give our mistakes, respect your friends and love yourself. open your heart to every and all possiblilites in this world that we live in. nothing can get to you unless you let it, so don't sweat the little things and fix the big things as soon as you can. there are as many nights as days, and one is just as long as the other in a year's course. even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. dont lie, dont steal, dont cheat, and definitely, definitely dont hurt the ones you love. everyone is human, everyone will mess up, have fun, experiment, party, be a kid, but watch yourself. set limits and have morals and follow them. however mean your life is, meet it and live it: do not shun it and call it hard names. people shouldn't trouble themselves about getting new things, whether clothes or friends. things do not change, we change, so sell your clothes and keep your thoughts instead. dance like no one is watching, sing like everyone else in the room is wearing those cute little earmuffs that block all the sound, laugh till you feel like you cant breathe, and smile, smile every second of everyday, because everyday moment that you spend frowning is a moment of smiling that you can and will never get back. in the end, it's not the years in your life that count, it's the life in your years. after all, what's a life, anyway? we're born, we live a little while.... then we die, so make the most of it. what goes around comes around you talk behind other peoples backs you get talked about too. get the fuck over it. most of youare like a dime in a dozen, mmkakyyyyy so your nothing special liars get lied to. ++ bullshiters get bullshit players will get played. and love is blind where ever you look for it it's not real. and i'm a love a first sight kinda girl i get my heart broken more then it should be and you just need to treat me right. i hope all of what i've written enspires you to be a better person then what you are now [(if you read that then thanks for taking time)]
*NOTE* even thought i didnt plan to have a baby this soon in my life am glad it did
and ill love them as if it was planned!

awlll hunie dont be scared trust me after u see ur beautiful baby youwill think wow it was so worth it & think of yourself lucky im having twins..hahagreat but scary..always here to talk..felicha =]