I thank God for bringing the most wonderful man in the world into my life. I'm blessed to have someone that not only helps me get over my past struggles but gets me through the present ones. I've grown & learned more than i ever thought was possible. & I miss the children we would have had every second that passes.
I'll keep you in my heart forever.

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August 2009
Second miscarriage
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May 2009
This pregnancy has really opened my eyes, in more ways than one.
I found out i was pregnant 7 weeks into it and although i wasn't surprised i still had a lot of reservations about my situation.
But as time flew i found myself getting used to the thought of it all. & began to feel a little more excited as the days passed.
I knew there were a million and one things that i needed to work on but i told myself i would do the best i could to make it happen.
On Tuesday April 21st (2009) i had a miscarriage. i was just over 12weeks.

March 2009
3/06/09 - first positive pregnancy test

wow! thank you so much! it is amazing!!!!